the talented mr. banana

i know, i know, sorry for the long pause between blogs, but whattya going to do?

so there's a lot to catch up on so i'll get right to it:

let's see, mb (formerly just m, but the single letter was eventually going to get very confusion w/ the way things are going...) and i are friends now. we've talked and gone out, he's a really nice guy so i'm glad we are adult enough to be friends.

new years was effin crazy, i was in a 3 way kiss... w/ two guys that i don't even know their names, nor do i really care. after looking photos they were really just "club lighting cute" not so much once they got a flash on them, oh well, it was fun!

pdp who i'm not sure i've mentioned is the latest guy to enter into my life. he is really sweet, nice and has a great body for bonus points, it's just i never know where things stand between us. we were going out for about 3 weeks when i brought up that fact that while in bed vitamin wasn't getting any attention (none at all... pdp was the only passenger getting off in o-town...) and i was getting a bit frustrated he's a very good kisser and great at foreplay but seems to refuse to touch the region that is begging to be touched!. so they next day he says lets just be friends... whatever. so we do the friends thing for like a day. he came over watched a movie, we had dinner, it was nice. then over the weekend i go out and he meets up w/ me , vitatwin and sven, long story short he's in my bed in the morning. i know! i didn't ask him to come back with me, but i was glad that he did. of course, still no service for vitamin. so last saturday we go to the movies (underworld: evolution, excellent movie!) and he comes back to my place where we proceed to watch the falcuty and he scares the crap out of me during it. this is one of the things he does that i like, i enjoy being scared and he's really good at getting me at the perfect time. so then we are watching tv and bed and he makes the first move (i had told myself i would let him make the first move) and he does his very good job at kissing and rolling around, but then nothing, it's left up to me to please him. not that i don't enjoy getting my groove on down there, but it's w/ the understanding there will be reciprocation. so he wasn't and i stopped and feigned being tired. but he next morning he got me all riled up again and i couldn't help myself and once again, pdpgot a one way ticket to o-town while vitamin was left standing at the station.

now i think part of it has to do w/ the fact that he's never really been w/ someone before. he said he fooled around w/ a couple guys, but i'm starting to question that. he has also opened up a lot and tried things he hasn't done before. but at the same time he owns the joy of gay sex book...maybe he needs to re-read it. and a big part of is also, i'm good at what i do. now, not to toot my own horn (very dirty pun intended) but i've heard it from all 4 guys i've been w/. so as of now i'm scoring a 100%. so i'd like to think he is paralyzed from the pleasure, but at the same time, wouldn't you want to at least attempt to do the same? maybe he is worried he won't be good enough, which is fine, i'll teach him, i had to teach rr. really it's not that hard, well it should be hard, but it's not hard to do :P. however, the last time i talked to him i mentioned that he totally owes me, it hurt to eat the next day (i'm serious, my tongue has never hurt so much!) he said "noted" (this was on aim, you, know cause we're in college, right) so next time we get together he doesn't get anything until vitamin gets his first.

i feel like i'm leaving a ton out, which i'm sure i am. but i'm at work and i'm distracted by the things i need to do here. oh there was another guy in there somewhere jbw he was fun, at least he touched me, but i don't think it's going to go anywhere. oh well.

and it's been a long time since i've given a song so howabout 4ever by the veronicas, it's a catchy little tune!

if i think of more i'll post later tonight, but hopefully this will wet your appetite. and ignore all the mistakes, i don't have time to go back a re-read, so hopefully it is somewhat comprehendable.

-go go sexually deprived banana (haha!)