love actually

so this is what it feels like... coolness. it really is indescribeable. in dating i always hoped it would move into something more than dating, but you don't know for sure if the other person feels the same way or your kinda like well if he wants to move in that direcion i'll go along and see what happens. but w/ mr i know he feels exactly the same way i do. i had made a mixed cd for him and so he returned the favor... his was far superior as he actually mixed the songs together (how fancy!). when i got to his place he said that before he gave the cd to me he wanted to tell me something (i totally knew what he was going to say, since i was feeling the same way). he fumbled his words a bit and apologized for that and said he had rehearsed what he was going to say like 3 times before i got there (how cute is that). he told me that he's never felt like this before and that he has never been so happy with someone (especially this quickly) which led up to the grand finale of him telling me that he loved me... i cried a little it was so sweet and of course i told him i loved him too. it's weird, but in a good way weird how much i feel like i've known him forever. i feel like not only can we be partners but best friends. it's something i haven't felt before. i think he might be the one. crazy, i know. but i do! and to top it all off he is amazing in bed... seriously. amazing. omg. i have to give an example, those who are squeamish of tmi do not read on...

so last night i went to his place for dinner, we went out and when we got back were watching tv and went to have some dessert (wink wink) now we've had dessert before and it's been real good. but last night mr gave g 2 helpings... w/ in a minute. i have never had that before... it was awesome. who knew i was multi-dessertic... i'm still in awe.

and on that note... i'm off to the gym i want to be in shape for my man... haha that sounds so lame.

-go go satisfied banana

myspace: the new cupid

yes, i met mr (the new boy) on myspace of all places. he emailed me about his like for the same music and such. i've gotten similar emails before and sometimes respond though they usually ended up going nowhere. but this time the guy was really cute and his profile was really funny (if you're on myspace you can check my profile and find him (the picture below is his profile pic... how cute is that?)). we emailed back and forth for a week and then got together and really hit it off. we eneded up seeing eachother twice that weekend and then spending sat night and sunday together at coachella. and i even went over to his place on monday and we had dinner and talked for hours, it was great. he is coming over this weekend and we are pretty much spending the entire weekend together. i can't wait to see him tonight, it feels like it's been forever.

and yes, you'll have to meet him soon... not sure when though. though i think the two of us will be in long beach on the 20th for pride... wanna hang w/ us ml :).

head over heels for reals

the banana has found himself a mcdreamy!



i can't begin to describe how much fun we have together, finally a guy who isn't afraid to say "i like you" and wants to see what will develop between us. it's so refreshing... and he's absolutely adorable to boot! (as you can see above) he's funny and sweet and genuine and complimentary and everything i could hope for. i keep pinching myself to make sure it's real.

i want to write more... but gotta head to the gym, i'll update more laters... it's how i keep you coming back for more!

-go go super happy banana