love actually

so this is what it feels like... coolness. it really is indescribeable. in dating i always hoped it would move into something more than dating, but you don't know for sure if the other person feels the same way or your kinda like well if he wants to move in that direcion i'll go along and see what happens. but w/ mr i know he feels exactly the same way i do. i had made a mixed cd for him and so he returned the favor... his was far superior as he actually mixed the songs together (how fancy!). when i got to his place he said that before he gave the cd to me he wanted to tell me something (i totally knew what he was going to say, since i was feeling the same way). he fumbled his words a bit and apologized for that and said he had rehearsed what he was going to say like 3 times before i got there (how cute is that). he told me that he's never felt like this before and that he has never been so happy with someone (especially this quickly) which led up to the grand finale of him telling me that he loved me... i cried a little it was so sweet and of course i told him i loved him too. it's weird, but in a good way weird how much i feel like i've known him forever. i feel like not only can we be partners but best friends. it's something i haven't felt before. i think he might be the one. crazy, i know. but i do! and to top it all off he is amazing in bed... seriously. amazing. omg. i have to give an example, those who are squeamish of tmi do not read on...

so last night i went to his place for dinner, we went out and when we got back were watching tv and went to have some dessert (wink wink) now we've had dessert before and it's been real good. but last night mr gave g 2 helpings... w/ in a minute. i have never had that before... it was awesome. who knew i was multi-dessertic... i'm still in awe.

and on that note... i'm off to the gym i want to be in shape for my man... haha that sounds so lame.

-go go satisfied banana