durrty girls

you gals who read my blog are naughty, wanting to hear all about my sinful sex affairs... i like that. i had a great time, it was the most interesting date i've ever been on. i just met him at his place (i brought a delightful dinner of subway!) and we were going to watch a movie... we ended up watching ellen degeneres' dvd (she's great). this of course was inbetween his roommates constantly coming into his room and interrupting. how the hell am i supposed to get any action w/ people constantly coming in and out of the room as well as needing things and such. he apologized, constantly, but i understood, he had been out of town for 2 weeks so it was his coming home, if you will. for me the chemistry was still there in person, he still made me laugh and it doesn't hurt that he's cute too. we finally ended up w/ a little alone time and well, this lady does not tell what goes on behind close doors... at least not on the internet. let's just say that while no bananas were "eaten", they may have been checked for "ripeness" *devilish grin*! and if you desire mre action than this, you'll need to wait for brokeback mountain... or just ask me when you see me in person haha! i kid, no, i don't, i'll tell you everything.

we are supposed to see aeon flux together this weekend, and by we i'm pretty sure his roommates are in there. which is fine. it takes some of the pressure off. and hopefully there will be a third date and who knows, maybe it'll last long enough for me to bring him to ml's x-mas party, that is unless of course he runs back to his ex :).

so this banana needs to head off to bed, i haven't gotten much sleep this week and i need to get better, especially now that my left eye is all irritated. i'm working w/ a lot of fur fabrics at works and i think some got in my eye and while slowly being pushed out is driving me crazy. so off to bed i go w/ dreams of ripe bananas!

go go banana's durrty girls (you know who you are and i love you for your filthiness)

the dating game

so banana has a date tonight! i am really looking forward to it, the guy is hilarious and we've had a lot of fun talking to eachother, hope the chemistry still exisits in person. it's always a bit awkward having met by online personals...not that i've done it a lot, and then having to meet in person. you get your hopes high for someone who, even though you know what they look like, how they sounds, what they do is even better than what you've seen and heard. so i am trying to keep my expectaions low so that i won't disappoint myself or expect too much from him, that's just not nice.

online dating is also where i am a getting a healthy dose of rejection. suppose everyone needs some, but not this much. you take the time to write an email, carefully reading their profile and incorporating what they have said, you notice they look at your profile and yet nothing. sometimes i feel like trying to sell myself in the dating world is like trying to sell these guys violent diarrhea.

hmm oh well, this one bit the hook, let's see if i can reel 'em in! haha

go go frisky banana!

it's my party and i'll cry if i want to

you know it's a party when everone screams vagina and you laugh so hard you cry. i have to say that blogger bash '05 went off pretty darn good. i made out w/ a nice lamp from y (that will totally match with my new plan to redo the wood in my bedroom) and a great bottle of wine from ml (thankies new bbffs, blogger best friends forever). we enjoyed tons of food, thanks for the yummy cookies kq, the veggies sven and the chips, crackers and cheese vitatwin. we enjoyed delicious subway sandwiches, thanks subway and me! and of course a fantabulous game of taboo. i had never played before, it was rather enjoyable.

in other news, vitatwin and i saw the weirdest thing at the tower by my parents house. some guy was at one of the listening stations and broke out into a dance routine while breathing rather heavily and creepily. i looked around at first as though i was expecting to be told i was on a tv show, but alas, the guy was just a freak.

i have discovered how unfun it is to be sick and have no one to take care of you (not that rr ever really took care of me when i was sick), but it still isn't fun. especially since i discovered that not only does my freezer not work, my stove doesn't either, now i know why i'm in low income housing. no, it should be fine i hope, i just wanted some tea, is that too much to ask for?

i am feeling a bit better, need to because ka has her joint b-day bash tom evening and i wouldn't miss it for the world! plus i really want to go out this weekend, i'm thinking a gay bar saturday night! who's up for it, cause i can't go by myself, that's just creepy. it'll be great music and lots of hot guys. banana wants to get his groove on and if it ends up i ghet my groove on with someone else than so be it!

go go dancin' banana

copy cat

so, i am blatantly ripping off ml's photo posts (i'm being honest, it is the ea after all!). here are a couple shots from around my new apartment building.






go go honest banana

life in the single lane sucks

so, m has decided to try and works things out with his ex after running into him at a party on saturday. what i am supposed to say to that, yeah go for it. no, i don't want you to try to work things out, i like you. dating sucks. what was i thinking it would be like. and i can't hate him either cause i really liked him. dating sucks. and i'm all effin emotional (i hate being such a girl sometimes, no offense ladies). dating sucks. i don't regret going out with him, i had a ton of fun, that's what sucks the most, i was really looking forward to more of that fun. boys are stupid. so back into the ocean i go to take another gander at what kind of fish i'll catch next time.

i supppose that it was a smooth transition having met m, since i didn't really have to be or feel "alone" after breaking up w/ r. he was everything r wasn't. he was warm, funny and fun to be around (though as jr pointed out anyone is more fun than r). and now i actually have to deal with being alone. it's scary and i don't like it. i don't like it at all.

y, is that lawyer still single? :) make sure you leave out this desperate/co-dependent post from my blog when you describe me!

and i have to give a huge thanks to ka, whose date i interrupted to talk about my sad, sad state. kq who offered herself up into the wee hours to call her if need be and the biggest thanks goes jr who took me to diddy reese to get some ice cream.

at least i know my heart still works... nothing like a good jab to make sure it's still there.

go go sad banana.

movin' on up!

so friday afternoon i was approved for the apartment! yay! i did my best to make it to the leasing office to pick up my keys and sign the paper work, but alas, with traffic i couldn't make it. luckily, the manger is super cool and said he'd meet me sunday morning (as i had the movers set-up for sunday afternoon!). of course, since i was completely exhausted (i had spent the night at m's on thursday so i was a bit tired...) i practically had a melt down in my car in traffic since i was literally going nowhere. it took me 2 hours to go from my apt in marina del rey to santa monica to the bank and then in making my way downtown all the further i got was pretty much back to my place by 6pm (the time the office closed. man traffic in la sucks (and not the good way).

so saturday i spent the day packing and throwing out so much of my stuff. kq came by and hauled away a ton of toys and my patio furniture (hope it looks good on your balcony!). the sunday i got up super early went and signed all the paper work and got my keys... of course the computers were down that morning so my key card wasn't going to work (great) luckily jr lives in the building and she totally helped me out that night with access (thanks jr, you rock i owe you big time!) the movers hsowed up around 3:50pm and finally had my stuff in the truck by 7 (they had to wrap all my furniture so it took forever). then they had to go get lunch... i wanted to be like, i haven't eaten all day so niether can you! but it gave us (vitatwin was helping all day pack up stuff, thankies!) time to get over to the building where jr and my parents were waiting outside the door to my new apartment. my parents are so great! they brought food and drinks and my new tv that they bought for me, a 32" flat screen hidef tv. it's a thing of beauty. so we unloaded some stuff and then the movers arrived and started unloading. luckily since i was like 8pm on a sunday downtown was pretty much deserted so they were able to park right in front of the building and take everything in. they were done around 10:45 so then my parents and sister (who had come to see my new place since she's at usc) headed for home. vitatwin and jr helped me unload a few more things and around 11pm we were done. man moving takes a lot out of you.

of course there were a few hiccups, did i forget to mention that i didn't have a fridge yet? they hadn't brought it back into the apartment and the toilet had no flusher, you had to reach into the tank and pull on the chain, classy! i was told all would be fixed by monday, along w/ my keycard (and it was). however, monday morning as i realized i needed to pull out my towels to shower i discovered that i must have accidentally thrown them away since i had bagged a whole bunch of stuff up in garbage bags, oops! so i had to dry off w/ the brawny man, which wasn't really all that bad. so monday i went to target to pick up some temporary towels to tide me over until i decide my bathroom colors, though i know i want blue and yellow (i didn't see any towels that were the right color at target so i got white). it is fun picking out all new stuff though, i got a really nice shower curtain, my mom bought me beautiful sheets and comforter (brown and blue, love it!) i am finding i hae oo much furniture though, not sure what t do w/ it all. i ned a new coffee table as mine is too big for my new livng room. i need a dining room table and chairs, a dresser as i have no drawers to put anything in. and i love taht i can pick out everything and not have to cnsider anyone elses' opinion haha!

i can't hold the party until i get tv and internet (which will all be installed on the 10th, is next week (november 13th- 19th) good for everyone? any particular days anyone would like to request?

i'm sure there's more, but i should probably get back to work (doing this at work since i have no internet at home...ugh)

will post about how amazing my new place is later!

go go banana up!