so, m has decided to try and works things out with his ex after running into him at a party on saturday. what i am supposed to say to that, yeah go for it. no, i don't want you to try to work things out, i like you. dating sucks. what was i thinking it would be like. and i can't hate him either cause i really liked him. dating sucks. and i'm all effin emotional (i hate being such a girl sometimes, no offense ladies). dating sucks. i don't regret going out with him, i had a ton of fun, that's what sucks the most, i was really looking forward to more of that fun. boys are stupid. so back into the ocean i go to take another gander at what kind of fish i'll catch next time.
i supppose that it was a smooth transition having met m, since i didn't really have to be or feel "alone" after breaking up w/ r. he was everything r wasn't. he was warm, funny and fun to be around (though as jr pointed out anyone is more fun than r). and now i actually have to deal with being alone. it's scary and i don't like it. i don't like it at all.
y, is that lawyer still single? :) make sure you leave out this desperate/co-dependent post from my blog when you describe me!
and i have to give a huge thanks to ka, whose date i interrupted to talk about my sad, sad state. kq who offered herself up into the wee hours to call her if need be and the biggest thanks goes jr who took me to diddy reese to get some ice cream.
at least i know my heart still works... nothing like a good jab to make sure it's still there.
go go sad banana.
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Oh sad banana. :( Stupid Balki! He really blew it, choosing his ex over you. I'm here for you. Well, except for tonight, sorry about that. But any other night I'm here for you!
the "go go sad banana" at the end of the post totally made me LOL. sorry G don't mean to laugh. i know we have talked....and it all really sucks, and i definitely don't want you to be sad.....but alone time can be good. take some time for you...take care of you.....reflect on who you have been and what you want....and settle into you new life free of R. Enjoy M for what he was and move on...there will be a better one out there.....
And think of it this way, at least you've gotten your rebound guy out of the way. The rebound relationship is always doomed. At least this one ended with (relatively) good feelings on both sides.
Having said all that, we can all mope on Monday. Sometimes a bit of moping is good for you.
i'm sorry G...no matter what you learn in life and no matter how much realize that one day this will be a good thing, it still makes it all suck. A lot.
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